Friday, January 22, 2010

Hell Week

Seven sleepless nights, tossing and turning, had become unbearable. I figured I had had this thing beat, but today I gave into the pull of desperation, and now, at this moment, I feel great - not a hint of shame, just numb acceptance and finally the ability to sleep, to relax. To stop thinking about it for a few hours, at least.

White pills are keeping me up at night. Hopefully it will be only the vampires tonight.